Just as it started...
…it’s over. I still have no idea who sent it to me or why. All I know is that today it’s gone. It no longer exists. I did an extensive search and it ceases to be. This makes me lean even more toward it being a cruel joke. I only wonder what the evil piece of garbage that tried to trick me wanted to do if I fell for her stupid trap? What would have been said? What pleasure do you get out of doing this?
Fuck it.
I took a couple screen shots to prove I’m not losing my mind last night. I’m glad I did.
I sent someone who I had consistently butted heads with an email in March (that I saved) where I admitted to being wrong in the way I had acted towards some people and just asked that I be forgiven even if I never heard from any of them again. I said in the email that if I didn’t get a reply that I would never write again. I never got a reply. I never wrote again. I held up my end of the deal.
If you’re wondering what the fuck I’m talking about, basically there were a group of friends that gave me a hard time for years and I did the same in return. As it turns out they didn’t take what I was dishing out as well as I had figured they would and really thought that I hated them. I didn’t hate them. So when things changed and I was told exactly what they thought of me, realized that I’d never get a chance to apologize for anything, and that I’d never get a chance to clear my name. I sent the only one whose email address I had an email and just laid it all out and explained that I was sorry. I’ve never heard back, which is fine, but I just hope one of these people isn’t behind this. I did the best I could to say I’m sorry. The least you can do is leave me alone.
I will stop complaining about this now. It just came as such a surprise and at a weird time. I just didn’t know what to think, the friends I talk to are tired of hearing about bullshit like this, and I just want to share this with someone.
I had a good day at work. Good appointment, but I was too tired all day to get much of anything done. I should be in bed now… so I’m going to bed.
goodbye
Fuck it.
I took a couple screen shots to prove I’m not losing my mind last night. I’m glad I did.
I sent someone who I had consistently butted heads with an email in March (that I saved) where I admitted to being wrong in the way I had acted towards some people and just asked that I be forgiven even if I never heard from any of them again. I said in the email that if I didn’t get a reply that I would never write again. I never got a reply. I never wrote again. I held up my end of the deal.
If you’re wondering what the fuck I’m talking about, basically there were a group of friends that gave me a hard time for years and I did the same in return. As it turns out they didn’t take what I was dishing out as well as I had figured they would and really thought that I hated them. I didn’t hate them. So when things changed and I was told exactly what they thought of me, realized that I’d never get a chance to apologize for anything, and that I’d never get a chance to clear my name. I sent the only one whose email address I had an email and just laid it all out and explained that I was sorry. I’ve never heard back, which is fine, but I just hope one of these people isn’t behind this. I did the best I could to say I’m sorry. The least you can do is leave me alone.
I will stop complaining about this now. It just came as such a surprise and at a weird time. I just didn’t know what to think, the friends I talk to are tired of hearing about bullshit like this, and I just want to share this with someone.
I had a good day at work. Good appointment, but I was too tired all day to get much of anything done. I should be in bed now… so I’m going to bed.
goodbye
posted by NJX70 at 12:02 AM
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