"HAPPY" New Years

Well, ladies and germs, my plans for new years fell through at 4pm today. I will most likely be spending my new years right where I sit right now.

To everyone going out to have a good time, have more fun for me.

I'd love to explain in detail, but the lack of annonimity here does not allow it.


Well, I did have a nice night out last night. Jo had a party, so Cousin Fil and I went by to play some beer pong and LOL. Fil and I lost to Allison and Jamie because he didn't hit one damn cup. I got them down to one cup and he couldn't hit ONE. Then he plays with Jo and hits 4! I was like, "WTF?"

Then AJ rolled in and Team Homewrecker fucked shit up hard. Here with the amateurs we only play 1 rack of 6 per side instead of the regulation 2 racks of 6. We had 2 double hits and I only missed once going into the last cup. We stumbled a little on the last one, but still OWNED! That's how we do. Straight up gangsta beer pong OGs. Had to show those hos who's boss. The I stepped away from the game. I had brought it as far as I could bring it and decided that there was nothing left for me to do... until the next time. hehe.

For the record, here's how FU plays beer pong/Beruit(and I don't give a shit which):

-2 racks of 6 per side with a total of 4 beers (2 each)

-4X8 plywood table (I guess plywood is in short supply... we never seem to have one anymore)

-If both players hit the same cup, the game is over

-If both players hit a cup (but not the same cup) they get the balls back for another round

-RERACKING SCHEDULE: Diamond, triangulate, I formation. When you're down to 6 cups total, you start up with a fresh rack of 6 and then go through with Diamond, Triangulate, and I formation

-If the first shot brings you down to the next rerack in the schedule, then the second shooter can call for the rerack immediately.

-If, for any reason, inculding 2 balls sunk in the same cup on the same roud, one team is shut out (does not hit any cups) then the losing team has to get completly naked and run around the house 5 times. The winning team can alter the route if conditions do not allow 5 laps for any reason. Alternate consequences include a rematch with losing team naked.

-Another consequence of being shut out is having to funnel the remaining beers (naked of course). If no funnel is available, they must be chugged.

-If you are not OK with the rules, then don't play. It's how the game is played by the true athletes of the drinking field.


Bleh, I just realized I'm not doing shit tonight again... maybe something will show itself.

whatever, fuckers. I'm out

Kitty?

Well, I've been doing a lot of research the past couple weeks and I think I am going to adopt a cat. I have been looking up shelters and adoption agencies, contacted a few, and gave them my story. I'm only worried about finding the right one and being able to provide a good life for it. It would be nice to have a little furball running around. Even though I'm a gangsta ass OG playa it still gets lonely around here sometimes. I've loved just about every cat I've met and I think I have a good place for one to live.

So it looks like the cost to adopt (as a donation for vet costs and shit) is going to be around $100. The shit I'll need to get, depending on which agency I use will probably cost another $150. Then there's food which averages out to be around 50 cents a day and the litter which I still can't price because every site I go to says either "DO NOT BUY CLUMPING LITTER" or "ONLY BUY CLUMPING LITTER UNLESS YOU WANT TO CLEAN THE BOX TWICE A DAY." So I'm not sure of that but it's looking like that will be no more than food. So if I figure on $30 a month after an innitial investment of $250 bucks then I should be set.

I'm actually pretty excited, so I'm taking my time. Normally I rush into shit and then end up in deep and scrambling for solutions. This time I'm going to speak to people, check out a ton of cats and adoption agencies, do my homework, and only do this once I'm 100% ready, if at all.

But wait. Aren't you in a pinch for money these days? You bet your ass I am. This is where my New Years resolution comes in. I know it's early, but I've been acting on it for about the past 3 months. It's more of a "now that I'm trying to live a good life resolution" then a New Years Resolution, but here goes:

I am going to stop being so depressed over the things in my life I cannot controll and focus on taking care of the things that are going to bring me happiness and success that ARE within my controll.

What does that mean? I'll tell ya! It means that I'm going to go into work every day and do my job to the best of my ability. If I fail, and that's looking like a pretty safe bet seeing as my boss put me on blast for 2 hours the other day, then I will fail knowing I gave it my all and move on. I will get a part time job at UPS loading trucks and update my resume. I will move into something else, but preferrably someplace that will hold my 7 so I don't ever have to retake it again. If this doesn't work out, I will be in a non-prospecting (cold calling) sales position, management at a place like Home Depot or Best Buy, behind the scenes work at a financial institution, or... here it comes... teaching/coaching like everyone's always said I should do. I vowed I'd never go back to school, but if it will get me a teaching job, I will have to. If I go that route I'm going to try to hold out for an alternate route certification, but if I can't then I can't.

BTW, I just lost another whole post because my hand hit the stupid dropdown button and I typed the correct letters to delete the whole fucking post. Thank God for "recover post", but I still lost about half of what I wrote. So you get the short version of the rest so I can go to bed:

I want a cat because I think it would be great companionship and a fun little furball to have. If I find a cat that fits my needs, is fixed, disease free, up to date on all shots, and with the temperment I'm looking for (from a respectable place) then I'm going to get one. If my job doesn't pay the bills, then I'll find another job. If I can't afford $30 a month for cat food and kitty litter then I shouldn't be here anymore.

I also figured out what it is about me that's changed. I have never been "in shape" to the point where I had a six pack, but when I was in top fighting condition I felt good about myself. Someone would fuck around and call me fat and I'd be like, "well, I bench, squat, and deadlift twice what you can, I run faster and can run longer than you ever will, and I can dunk a basketball off two feet... I'm an athlete." Sure, that sounds stupid, but it makes you feel real good about yourself regardless of your belt size when you know you are physically fit. I've never needed to look in the mirror and see a beautiful body connected to my head, but knowing I was always stronger and faster than anyone around me made me feel great about myself. I miss my beard and I want to shave my head or grow my hair out, but that's not the thing that's changed to make me feel so different. It's my athletism. I am running, but not enough. I can afford a gym membership, but I have nobody to go with and no time to go alone, so I really don't see it as an option right this second. So, this is in my controll, what am I going to do? I'm going to keep at my prison workout and see if I can't get myself to the point where I'm as quick and fast as I used to be. Once I'm back in cardio shape, the gym won't be so hard to get back into. Plus, it will help me go to bed earlier and feel better throughout the day.

I also can't controll my dating life. That sounds stupid, but I'm not going to be dissapointed when things don't work out with girls anymore. A couple of the girls I've met have lost interest in me and I've taken it real hard. I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing. I've been meeting some real high quality girls recently, so I'll just be content with that until one decides I'm what she's looking for as well. That's not to say it's not a two way street, but it's so much more painful when you're the one being told that she'd rather be friends then telling someone else. I'm never going to try to impress anyone. I feel strongly that if you win someone over by trying to be impressive then you'll have to maintain that forever. I'd rather find someone who likes me exactly the way I am, and she's out there. I just need to be patient and let it happen.

So that's work life, athletic life, and dating life... how about just plain old social life? Well, that, my friend, is sorting itself out proper. I've been having a blast on the weekends and don't see the party train ending any time soon. Cousin Fil has been awesome, his friends are awesome, my friends are awesome, and Morristown is awesome. Really nothing to complain about in this department. That combined with my sleep problems being sorted out has made for a great time. I'm going to just make sure this keeps going at this rate.

Hopefully, if things work out the way I have them planned, I'll either win at this job or go out fighting, but will end up making enough money to be happy and live a normal life, I'll be dating without any kind of internal pressure to find someone any faster than she wants to be found, I'll be working out and building my self confidence back to the point it was at before I gave up my football career, I'll keep the great weekends coming with my friends and Cousin Fil, I'll have a kitty to lay around with when I want to watch cartoons on a lazy afternoon, and my mitts.

<3 <3 <3

Merry Christmas

I had a very nice Christmas. I went into it with the only one expectation: To spend time with my family. The food was insane on Christmas Eve at Tsi tsi's place and on Christmas at my mother's.

This year the 7 fish went as follows:
1. Shrimp
2. Anchovies (in both fried dough and iya ouiya)
3. Squid
4. Muscles
5. Scallops
6. Bakala (holy shit, spelling anyone?)
7. Crab Legs

I ate so much I thought I was going to have serious physical problems going forward. I don't think I'll ever be the same.

Then I beat myself up again on Saturday. My mother came back with her knockout punch of her own... a 25lb ham that was cooked to PERFECTION. I couldn't stop eating and there was always more where that came from. OMFG... food

Everyone got me such nice stuff too. I really should have figured out a way to get them something besides a promotional egg radio from my job. I felt like a creep. Whatever. I can still get away with it for another year or so.

All in all it was a very nice holiday weekend. The market is closed today to mark the holiday which means I sit at home and chill.



I want to post my away message from this weekend just because people have been responding well to it and I really want to save it someplace where I can find it one day:

FnkMasta I: Seeing as you're reading this, you are a part of my life. Whether it's a small or large part doesn't matter. Everyone who has stayed in contact with me over the years, everyone I've loved, everyone I've laughed with, cried with, fought with, drank a few too many beers with, you all have contributed a piece to who I am. The things I've accomplished, the success I've had, the happiness I've felt would have been meaningless without having you to share it with. All of you. I want to thank you for being there for me and letting me into your worlds as well. Without friends, the world is just egos and dust. I'm thankful for you all. I wish you all a Christmas full of love and happiness. You deserve it.

Christmas Eve and 42 Year Olds

Today is Christmas Eve.  You would have no idea of that fact if you were in my apartment unless you could get under my headphones and realize I’m listening to Christmas music… at least I was until a buddy started sending me mp3s to check out.  I’ve already done my annual wrap up, and I’m due for my last week of the year reevaluation of where I’m going, but that’s neither here nor there.  

So, what to post about… well… let’s start with what I have planned for today.  I am going over my aunt’s house for the best meal of the year.  I’m half Italian contrary to popular belief, and on Christmas Eve you eat 7 fish to bring a year of luck or some shit.  I eat 7 fish because they are delicious.  It always starts with a shock and awe campaign against about a million shrimp.  From there, it’s anyone’s guess, but the bunker buster of the night is always the crab legs.  Tray after tray after tray after tray of crab legs will be carried out.  I will burn my fingers and stab myself on the points, but I will eat as many as I can shove into my face.  Meanwhile, on separate fronts we’ll be attacking the national supply of clams, muscles, cod, squid, etc.  It’s an all out slaughterfest and I love it.  I’m sobering up and getting ready to fly over the target.

That brings me to why I’m sobering up.  Last night Little Dawggg and Brad came out.  We hit The Office and drank like maniacs.  I ran into people I knew and had a great time.  We decided to stop by another bar and didn’t realize that everyone in the tri state area was in Morristown last night.  Every single bar had a 50 person line outside.  On top of that, the bar we were trying to get into (The Dark Horse) had a MIDGET SANTA picking people out of line to go in.  Basically, if you had a penis, you were going to wait outside forever.  If you didn’t, then you were going right in.  I guess that’s good for the ratio IN the bar, but waiting outside is for the birds.  So at that point I called phil and asked him where he was and he was at the Cluck U on the way to the dive bar we were going to try before just coming back and drinking at my place.  We ran over and got him and his friends and ran over to our last shot at drinking.  Low and behold… this bar is a dive with dive prices.  Awesome.  We have a few more drinks and Little Dawggg starts working his magic on a 42 year old woman.  One thing leads to another and she’s back at my apartment with us.  I got tired of her stupid ass here so I called a friend who lives by her and had him pick her drunk ass up.  The only thing she did here was piss me off, but it was hilarious that Little Dawggg got her to come back with us.

LD is probably one of the funniest mother fuckers to have at a bar.  He says the stupidest shit to girls and they love it.  So the whole night we just drink and he stops girls and says stuff like, “I LOVE THAT JACKET IT’S SO FUCKING SPARKLY” and they stop and either entertain him for a few minutes or laugh it off.  He’ll turn and say something along the lines of “that chick wants to FUCK me” and then go back to saying stupid shit.  I love it.  The only problem is that when you ask him to do a shot and say you’re buying it he orders fucking makers mark which is the same shit as Jack Daniels only 10X the price.  

I don’t know what wires crossed in Brad’s head, but he came out.  It normally takes an act of God to get his ass to a bar and this time it was relatively easy.  I just let him know we were going out and asked him what he was up to.  He agreed and drove out.  I was shocked and appalled.   Hopefully I can drag him out more often now that he’s gone out with all of us once.  

One thing I have to mention is that we’re assembling a fighting force of extra ordinary magnitude.  Phil and his friends plus me and my friends equals a mighty army worthy of drinking many beers.  It’s awesome to see things work out like this.  Every weekend there are more soldiers to take to battle and we have more fun.  Good times in the future.

The rest of the last post

I have to explain why my last post just stopped in mid thought.  I was working on a project for Helder and Joe and it locked up my mouse.  I have no idea how, or why, but my mouse was moving around properly, but the cursor image was stuck on the taskbar.  So, I COULD click stuff and I COULD do whatever I’d like to do, but it was damn near impossible to figure out where the mouse was… especially on the blogger editor.  Nothing changes colors or makes it obvious the mouse is over where it has to be.  So, what I did was tab to publish and hit spacebar so it wouldn’t lose my entire post for a second time.  I couldn’t restart because my DVD writer had been working for an hour and only had 20 minutes left.  I wasn’t going to restart and lose all that time just to get another paragraph in.  So there.  

So, where to go from there… when last we spoke we were realizing that nobody my age is going to retire unless they take retirement very seriously very early.  I’m talking 14% to your 401k no matter how small a paycheck, stock purchase for 10%, and IRA maxed out every year.  We also understood that I had no clue about any of this shit before I got into the business.  This will all come back to the Do Not Call list.  

Let’s say I’m a mechanic like I had planned instead of a financial consultant.  I’m working and living in my apartment.  I’m spending most of every paycheck, but I’m putting money away in the bank.  I would NEVER know anything about ANYTHING unless someone took an interest.  That means I wouldn’t even know how to buy a CD to get a couple extra percentage points on my savings.  I wouldn’t know that there are other options.  I wouldn’t know how to manage my 401k.  I didn’t know any of this.  So, when would that have changed?  When I fit into a demographic that was profitable for the bank where I was saving my money.  When I accumulated 50 or 100k in my account someone would probably push an annuity or a stack of CDs or some other bank product and I’d go for it.  In the mean time I’d be getting 1%, losing about 3% to inflation, and paying taxes on the gains at my regular tax rate.  

Knowing what I know now, that wouldn’t have cut it.

On top of retirement, if I had kids, I wouldn’t know how to save for college.  I’d probably buy a couple bonds for the kids when they were born or some shit, but I’d have no idea what products are out there that will make saving much easier and effective.

Here’s the kicker.  Up until about 4 or 5 years ago we didn’t have a Do Not Call list.  There was a good chance that at some point I’d get a call from a financial consultant no matter what my income was depending on where I lived.  If I was in Morristown, there was a good chance that I’d get a call at least a couple times a year from an FC.  Of course, getting calls sucks, but if it’s only once and a while, and the person calling is intelligent and well spoken, then it’s much better.  Without the Do Not Call (DNC) list, there were so many people to call that not everyone got calls all the time.  You would get one or two, but you never saw a day where you’d get 10 calls.  It’s a supply and demand equation.  If there is a great supply of numbers to dial, you don’t have to stomp all over the same people.  

Now that the DNC is in effect, everyone is putting themselves on the list.  That means there are far fewer people to call and more calls being made.  The same person who got 1 call a week is now getting 5 or 6 calls a day.  That’s annoying as shit.  

So, if I got a call from someone from that worked for one of the major brokerage firms who wanted to talk to me about investments and was nice on the phone, I would have listened.  My number has always been on the DNC since it was introduced.  So a call from a broker would have helped me out if I didn’t choose this life, but I wouldn’t have let one call me, and I wouldn’t have called one myself.  If you had any idea how many people are like that it would make you sick.  Sure, magazines and stupid shit would call too, but the DNC is punishing the people who accept calls by making them take 100X more calls then they did before.  It’s like they are being forced to DNC themselves just because everyone else has.  If I was getting 10 to 20 calls a day I’d DNC myself too.  It’s just way it works.  

So there are people who don’t realize they need help (so they won’t ask for it) who can’t be called (so they won’t get it).  I would have been one of those people.


THAT’S THAT FOR THAT POST

I just had a program freeze, so I restarted my PC...

...and lost one of the longer and more important posts I've ever written... holy fuck I'm frustrated.

Here's the short version:

CPAP is working, kind of. It leaks air through a valve that's supposed to only let air out when you breath out once it ramps up to full pressure. I also need 8 hours of sleep when I'm wearing it. I was hoping for 4, but I'm not able to wake up until I've been asleep 8 hours now. I feel more awake and alert. I have the motivation to go out and do stuff, but now I have to make sure I'm in bed. 1. I don't wake up for 8 hours. 2. My doctor can see when I went to bed and when I woke up every single day. (aka he's going to tell me to go to bed earlier).

Tomorrow is the "food festival" at my job. I was told to bring 2 dozen eggs. One of the top producers came by and asked me how many I was bringing because he's been bringing the eggs for 11 years. It obviously bothered him that something was different. He felt that it meant the girls setting things up didn't trust he'd do his job. He was laughing and smiling, but he made his way to the total opposite side of the office to come talk to me and it was the first time he'd been anywhere near my office since I've been here. He's exactly what I want to be and he makes me super jealous. Why? Because he started out just like me and built his business just like I'm building mine and he does almost 2 million in production a year and has done so for 11 years.

What's the difference between him and I? 15 years. He started 15 years ago when you didn't have the DNC, answering machines, or caller ID. When he was calling people, if the phone rang, you'd pick it up because you had no idea who was calling and there was no way for you to screen the call. At least in most households. If you had a phone book and the desire to call a lot of people you'd speak to a lot of smart people who'd realize that you're also a smart person and can help them. Thus, you start bringing in business. Back when he started all you needed was drive to make it. Now you need drive, a patient boss, and a lot of luck. Why? Because every smart person hears that they can stop people they don't know from calling their house by putting their number on a list. Why wouldn't you? If you need something you can always pick up a phone book. Sounds great? Right?

Well, let me tell you what I knew about investing before I got into the market. NOTHING. I had 401Ks that I still couldn't tell you how they were invested. I never funded an IRA. I never even knew what a mutual fund was.

Anyone 65 and younger who's working right now probably will not live a good life in retirement. There are virtually no pentions left and nobody knows how to save. Pre-financial consultant me included. If you're not funding your 401k and IRA to the annual maximums AND saving outside your retirement accounts you are going to suffer greatly in retirement... that is if you ever get to a point where you can stop working. I'm not making this up. More than 75% of the people I talk to between the ages of 60 and 65 do not have more than $200,000 saved up. Less than 10% have more than $500,000. That means they are going to run out of money before they die. Let that sink in. They will have to live like paupers in their golden years because they simply don't have anything to live off of. After working your whole life you deserve some time to relax, enjoy family, travel, and do whatever else you have in mind

CPAP and Christmas Parties

I got my CPAP mask on Tuesday... and it's a spy. It has memory, and tells my doctor when I went to sleep and when I got up every single night. If I don't use it, it lets him know. If I take it off my face and leave the power on, he knows. If I don't fit it on my face properly, he knows exactly how much air was leaking by percentage and how much pressure I was receiving. It's one of the more impressive pieces of technology I've seen in a while.

Here's the big question: "DOES IT WORK?" I don't know yet. I am drinking less coffee and I feel more alert, but it's still real hard to wake up. I've been going to bed too late (which my doctor will know) and I'm not used to having it on my face when I sleep yet, so that's playing a role in the whole thing. I woke up to use the bathroom for the first time in years last night. I have to hit a release on the tube's connector to get it to release the mask from the tube so I don't have to take it off, and I felt like I was getting out of a fighter jet. The other big problem I'm having is I like to roll over on my side after I've dozed off a bit, and if I drag my cheek on the pillow it pulls the mask to the side a bit and blows air in my face. These are all things I can deal with. I think it's working, but we'll see after a while.

I went to the christmas party tonight too. I said I wasn't going. I wasn't going to go, but I felt like I had to. I reall need people to back me up if I want to stay, so I figured if for nothing else, I'd go for political reasons. My boss got tanked, I drank a few free drinks, it was a good night. No real story to be told, so I'll save you're time.

In honor of my frustrations with the last post

I may be closing down this blog... or at least altering it a bit. This is me. This is what I'm like on the inside. It's what makes me tick. I say things I personally find funny because I can. I don't know, but I feel like I'm being scared by opinion to change the way I post here. Things have changed. This site doesn't make me happy like it did. When it used to be a great place for me to share how I feel, now it's a place where people form opinions based on what key my finger hit at 3am. The more I think about it, the more I hate this site.

I may just keep posting like nothing happened and make this a propaganda machine where I make myself look awesome and witty without cursing, being offensive, or talking about things that would be seen as nerd like. I'm tired of needing someone to talk to and posting here only to find that things I say help change opinions against me.

Turns out there's another waste of time for the list. Fuck the fucking list. I hate it. I'm telling all you mother fuckers right now... I'm going to have to take on a new name, new location, and tell you the whole story the way I see it without any editing, without worrying about feelings or conflicting stories. Not just today, but every fucking day of my life since I started posting the link to this site on my eharmony profile and advertized the blog.

This freedom of expression and free publication and free search and free adds and free this and free that has made getting here so easy that any asshole who knows my name can find me. The reality of that statement used to feel great. Now I feel trapped by it. Can I tell you why my cheaks are salty with that flaky crust on a monday night? NO, I CAN'T BECAUSE I WON'T DO THAT TO THE PARTIES INVOLVED. I also won't divulge things that I'm slowly letting people know. It started with the very inner circle and is working it's way out. I have things in motion that you're not going to see coming. I want to talk about it. In fact, it's all I've thought about for the past few months. I took step 1 and 2 today. Soon it won't matter who knows, but holy shit do I want to tell you guys everything. I can't. I don't want everyone to know. Just the people who need to know. Need to FUCKING know basis.

see all that anger? Some girl will come here to read what I'm all about and close a match tonight. It WILL happen. Am I going to take down the link? No. Because I want to see if a frustrated post at a low point really does make a difference.

If you know me you know what I'm really like. If you understood why I started posting here to begin with you'd know why I complain here. This is where I feel safe to complain. I'm not a complainer in person. I care about a lot of stuff and people in my life, but I need to come here to talk about things I am not going to call up my buddies with. But I have to give these stupid explanations because if I email someone, it's not hard to figure out how to get here, and they normally do.

So anyway, it was a good run. I'm tired of this blog. It is getting to the point where I can't say shit because I know people read it.

Here, I'll say this: nevermind. I just deleted what I wanted to say because I can't even post that.

I'll be working on setting something up that can't be tracked back to this site in the next 48 hours. I'm going to need it because there are a lot of things I want to talk about.

I will still post here, but welcome to the NJX70 Propaganda Machine.

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If anyone else would like to shit on me, now's the time

To me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word
End is the only part of the word
That I heard
Call me morbid, or absurd
But to me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word
To me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word
End is the only part of the word
That I heard
Call me morbid, or absurd,
But to me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word
When I go fishing for the words
I am wishing you would say to me
I'm really only praying that
The words you'll soon be saying
Might betray, the way you feel about me
But to me, coming from you,
Friend is a four letter word



fuck.

Love,
NJX70

Why Another Waste of Time?

I was just wondering what I'd write about next. I had a landmark day at work and have a chance to right the ship and get on track coming in the next few weeks starting tomorrow. I also might pick up my CPAP machine tomorrow meaning that I'll be able to have a good night's sleep tomorrow night if I can get ahold of the dude that's set to deliver it.

So, why did I choose to write about the stupid title of this stupid page? Because it never changed. huh? I'm getting to it.

When I first started this blog I was so busy I could barely find the time to sit still. I was gaming competitively, I was playing pro football, I was commuting 6 hours a day, I was in a relationship, I started playing EQ, I was working on my truck, I was doing everything under the sun to have fun and it was taking up just about every second I had. Sure, some of it sounds stupid. I won't argure the merits of playing xbox competitively or in PC gaming as a quality use of my time. That's why when I started writting this, I called it "Another Waste of Time." That's what it was. I had so much stupid stuff taking up so much time that I really didn't think this was anything but another way for me to destroy a few hours a week and stop myself from doing productive things.

I was half right.

My first post "Hair Loss, Friends, and Time" was created because I knew what a blog was, I like to write, and I had something in my head that I wanted to talk about, but I didn't know who to turn to. I thought that writting it out and making it viewable to the few people that would stumble across my site would be interesting. I put a link to my site on my AIM profile (or my away message, I can't remember) and my friends started reading. After a couple weeks I was getting phone calls and IMs from people who read it and enjoyed my perspective.

I kept writting.

After a month I was in deep. I have always liked writing and this was a chance for me to write about stuff that I didn't know how to talk about or didn't particularly want to, but that kept frustrating me. I was going through all the end of the year bullshit that comes back every single november and just wanted to talk to someone without having to hear their reactions and feel stupid. Well, I did that, and when they gave me their reactions it made me feel good. After only a short while I was able to actually talk to people about my concerns. I never felt comfortable sharing feelings before I had this blog unless it was one of my closest friends and in the perfect situation. Writting on this blog has changed the way I communicate and it feels great.

I originally had every intention of changing the name of the site. It was just a joke about me finding something else pointless to do when I had no time as it was, but things just kept popping up that made me feel like it was appropriate. My store being delayed, the opening sucking ass, the store not doing well, spending 14 hours a day in a mall, the drive, everything felt like a waste. I actually remember when we had a new product presented to me and I was like, "great, another waste of time." and it fit. I started feeling like I was just blowing through the days and hoping that things would just work out eventually just because it would be nice if it did. I was trying to think of other titles that sounded interesting, but nothing else fit my life so well as wasting time.

Then I got my current job, gave Joe G my walking papers, was given my walking papers by the ex, and started working here. When I was studying for the 7, I never thought I'd pass it. It just wasn't going to happen. It felt like a waste because I was going to blow 4 months and end up a failure. As it turns out I was not... at least not yet.

I was in my new apartment with a fresh new job and a new life. Only problem was (and is) it's real hard to find much meaning. I feel like I'm just killing time. Day ater day I come home and make dinner, do some laundry (fuck, forgot to do that... I hate laundry), check my email, post here, play a game of CS:S or an hour or two of EQ, watch a movie/TV, and go to bed. It really doesn't feel like I'm getting anywhere. Until I find myself doing something that's going to work out in the long run, and that includes my job, then I'm still going to feel like I'm just wasting time and adding things the the pile of time wasters past.

The landmark day was a bad one. Turns out the help my boss is willing to give me to get started is to give me good reccomendations to other brokerage firms. Fuck you. That's all I have to say about that. It hasnt' come to that yet, and if my apointment goes well tomorrow then I might have a way out of the shit, but I don't know, and I won't know for weeks. The Snake likes to insult, make you feel like shit, and tell you that failure is imminent to try to motivate even when he knows (because he can see all your call numbers, call times, in and out times on our parking cards, etc) I'm working my fucking ass off. A two hour meeting later I feel like I'm finished, but I won't go out without a fight. I have a chance to one punch knockout this past 6 months, but I have to convice someone that a complicated (yet 100% perfect for him and really an awesome investment) plan is what he needs. I'm so sure it's right for him that I'm really going to push it hard, but if he won't do it, then he won't do it. If I can get him to do it this month... then the past 6 months are OK. I am so sure I have the perfect solution. Only thing that can go wrong now is my presentation.

I could have my CPAP machine tomorrow. The guy who's in charge of giving it to me and making sure I know how to use it called me at 3:45PM to talk about it. I needed to "preauthorize" the device with my insurance, so I did so. While I was on hold, she called the guy and let him know it's going to be fine to give it to me, so all I had to do was get in touch with the guy and set up an apointment for tomorrow (the only day he's going to be in Morristown). I called him back at 4:30PM when I was off the phone with the girl from the insurance company and he was no longer there. The office was closed. WTF? I talked to a woman at their answering service and she tried to get in touch with him. She came back and said he was in a class or some shit and that he'd call me back. No call. So who knows when I'll get my shit squared away.

So when will this feeling of killing time go away? When I'm comfortable at my job? When I have cash to spend on toys like my trucks? When I am in love again? I don't know. One thing I do know is that I don't want to list my time at AG Edwards as a waste of time anytime soon.

Here is the part I don't know how to share. I've started the process to make sure I'm not wasting time much longer. Either my job straightens itself out and I start feeling like I'm getting somewhere with my life, or I have a plan B by the summer...

Semper Fi.

This is your post now

"Are you going to be allright?"
REAL ANSWER- ? sure.
"I'm sorry"
REAL ANSWER- No you're not. I wouldn't be either.


"Are you going to be allright?"
WHAT I WANTED TO SAY- of course I'll be allright, but damnit, it sucks now. I was really starting to like you.
"O Rly?"
WHAT I WANTED TO SAY- Ya Rly

Sleep Study Results

I went back to the doctor and got the results of my second sleep study with the CPAP mask. As it turns out... my doctor's a hack. I don't know if this is such a relatively low malpractice discepline or if he just has so much work that he can't focus on anyone, but everytime I get in there he has no idea why I'm coming in to see him and questions me on the same shit time and time again.

For instance, he referred to a survey I took where it asked me how likely I'd be to fall asleep doing different things like watching TV, reading a book, etc. I said the likelyhood of me falling asleep was slim because in reality, if I'm focused on something that's important to me or that I enjoy I have no trouble staying awake no matter how tired I am. I've been tired for years, I'm used to not falling asleep doing things. So, I had to tell my doctor AGAIN my whole story. Then he went to the results.

He said that with the CPAP mask I had 21% REM sleep and 28% deep sleep. He sounded excited reading that like he had cured me. Then he flipped to my first sleep study without the mask and it was 18% and 14% respectively. I guess doubling deep sleep isn't as much a change as it sounds because he was like, "oh... so... you were just mild?" "I don't know, doc, you're the one with the charts."

After a hurried conversation with him that lasted all of 10 minutes he was like, "well, I'm going to prescribe you a CPAP machine. You will hear from one of the girls at the office by the end of the week and you'll have your machine by the end of next week. I want you to sleep with it every night for a month and then come back in and we'll talk about the results." Exactly what I expected. How can you go wrong prescribing a machine that helps you breath? It's not exactly going to kill me if he's wrong, so I don't see where he has anything to lose. But, there is the possibility that a mouth piece will fix the problem as well, but he wants me to wait until after I've slept with the mask for a month before I make any decisions on the mouth piece due to how expensive it is. If I feel like a new man at the end of the month, then the sleep apnea is why I feel like shit in the mornings and I'm cured with the option of a less birth control esk solution. If I still feel the same or not that much better than I have to be evaluated for other solutions. The Good Doctor doesn't like to talk through what those solutions might be, so I have no idea. He mentioned the last time that it could be cured with drugs, but I don't know what the hell drugs could do about snoring/apnea.

So anyways, ladies and germs, that's the story. I will definately be wearing a CPAP mask in the next 2 weeks and hopefully by the new year I'll be a new man. At least that is something to look forward to.

fuck you.

Love,

NJX70

cannot compute

Why, Counter Strike: Source, why do you need to use Steam?


Here's how to fix this! A lot of people have been landing here by searching the same errors I had. I'm going to go find you the link to how to fix it and post it here so if you are in fact landing here trying to fix steam or any other program that's kicking these errors out you'll know where to start.

HERE'S THE FIX FOR WINSOCK ERROS

CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:34:40.279 [3752] ReconnectThread (3752) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:34:56.585 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.137 [3320] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.153.106:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.155 [3320] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.289 [3320] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.290 [2960] Recv Worker (2960) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.355 [3320] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.454 [3320] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:57.454 [3320] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:58.180 [3320] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:34:58.291 [3320] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:34:58.291 [2960] Recv Worker (2960) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.584 [3320] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.153.106:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.584 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.584 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.629 [3320] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.173.42:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.630 [3320] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.911 [3320] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.912 [3672] Recv Worker (3672) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.912 [3320] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.958 [3320] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:35:00.958 [3320] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:38:01.334 [3672] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Receive Failure, WinSock Error 0 "No error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:38:01.334 [3672] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Receive Failure, WinSock Error 10038 "Socket operation on non-socket"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:38:40.253 [3672] Recv Worker (3672) Told to exit
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:05.430 [3752] ReconnectThread (3752) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:05.668 [1460] ReconnectThread (1460) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.417 [1440] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.459 [1440] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,68.142.72.251:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.459 [1440] {Cnx=0,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.684 [1440] {Cnx=0,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.684 [3268] Recv Worker (3268) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.685 [1440] {Cnx=0,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.730 [1440] {Cnx=0,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:11.730 [1440] {Cnx=0,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.102 [1440] {Cnx=0,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.188 [1440] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.188 [3268] Recv Worker (3268) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.291 [1440] {Cnx=0,4,68.142.72.251:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.291 [1440] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.291 [1440] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.328 [1440] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.135.85:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.328 [1440] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.135.85:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.620 [1440] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.135.85:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.621 [2344] Recv Worker (2344) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.621 [1440] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.135.85:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.656 [1440] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.135.85:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.656 [1440] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.135.85:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.657 [1440] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.135.85:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.732 [1440] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.732 [2344] Recv Worker (2344) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.838 [1440] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.135.85:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.838 [1440] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.838 [1440] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.868 [1440] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,69.28.135.83:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:12.869 [1440] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.168 [1440] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.168 [2984] Recv Worker (2984) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.168 [1440] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.199 [1440] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.199 [1440] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.199 [1440] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.262 [1440] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.262 [2984] Recv Worker (2984) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.369 [1440] {Cnx=2,4,69.28.135.83:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:13.369 [1440] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:40:17.579 [1460] ReconnectThread (1460) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:44:55.605 [1880] ReconnectThread (1880) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:45:00.791 [3252] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:45:00.817 [3252] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.151.186:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:00.817 [3252] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.119 [3252] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.120 [3900] Recv Worker (3900) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.120 [3252] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.146 [3252] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.146 [3252] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.517 [3252] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.569 [3252] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.569 [3900] Recv Worker (3900) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.678 [3252] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.151.186:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.678 [3252] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.678 [3252] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.700 [3252] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.191.83:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.700 [3252] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.191.83:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.919 [3252] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.191.83:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.919 [4036] Recv Worker (4036) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.919 [3252] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.191.83:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.941 [3252] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.191.83:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:01.941 [3252] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.191.83:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:45:04.219 [1880] ReconnectThread (1880) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:04.219 [4036] Recv Worker (4036) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:45:04.319 [1860] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.191.83:27030} : disconnected


CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:48:32.980 [288] ReconnectThread (288) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.515 [1688] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.531 [1688] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.151.190:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.531 [1688] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.190:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.814 [1688] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.190:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.814 [1924] Recv Worker (1924) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.814 [1688] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.190:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.832 [1688] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.190:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:38.832 [1688] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.190:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.225 [1688] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.190:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.255 [1688] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.255 [1924] Recv Worker (1924) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.363 [1688] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.151.190:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.364 [1688] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.364 [1688] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.374 [1688] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.191.82:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.375 [1688] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.191.82:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.578 [1688] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.191.82:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.578 [2992] Recv Worker (2992) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.578 [1688] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.191.82:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.590 [1688] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.191.82:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:39.590 [1688] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.191.82:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-04-2005 23:48:41.806 [288] ReconnectThread (288) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:41.806 [2992] Recv Worker (2992) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-04-2005 23:48:41.910 [3820] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.191.82:27030} : disconnected


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:11.527 [2716] ReconnectThread (2716) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.341 [3160] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.346 [3160] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.163.54:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.346 [3160] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.163.54:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.650 [3160] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.163.54:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.650 [3760] Recv Worker (3760) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.650 [3160] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.163.54:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.657 [3160] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.163.54:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.657 [3160] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.163.54:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.992 [3160] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.163.54:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.998 [3160] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:18.998 [3760] Recv Worker (3760) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.098 [3160] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.163.54:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.098 [3160] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.098 [3160] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.543 [3160] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.153.106:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.544 [3160] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.682 [3160] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.683 [3112] Recv Worker (3112) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.749 [3160] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.800 [3160] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.800 [3160] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.801 [3160] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.912 [3160] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:19.912 [3112] Recv Worker (3112) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.012 [3160] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.153.106:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.012 [3160] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.012 [3160] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.059 [3160] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,68.142.72.251:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.059 [3160] {Cnx=2,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.296 [3160] {Cnx=2,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.296 [3284] Recv Worker (3284) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.297 [3160] {Cnx=2,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.344 [3160] {Cnx=2,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.344 [3160] {Cnx=2,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.344 [3160] {Cnx=2,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.443 [3160] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.443 [3284] Recv Worker (3284) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.544 [3160] {Cnx=2,4,68.142.72.251:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:20.544 [3160] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 17:50:22.502 [2716] ReconnectThread (2716) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 18:20:57.808 [3076] ReconnectThread (3076) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 18:21:04.639 [3328] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 18:21:04.681 [3328] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.173.42:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 18:21:04.681 [3328] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 18:21:04.968 [3328] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 18:21:04.968 [1912] Recv Worker (1912) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 18:21:04.968 [3328] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 18:21:05.013 [3328] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 18:21:05.013 [3328] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:14.293 [2020] ReconnectThread (2020) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:19.909 [2308] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:40:19.953 [2308] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.173.42:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:19.953 [2308] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.252 [2308] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.252 [2800] Recv Worker (2800) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.252 [2308] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.297 [2308] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.328 [2308] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.741 [2308] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.830 [2308] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.831 [2800] Recv Worker (2800) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.931 [2308] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.173.42:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.932 [2308] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.932 [2308] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.969 [2308] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.151.186:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:20.969 [2308] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.254 [2308] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.255 [3684] Recv Worker (3684) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.255 [2308] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.293 [2308] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.293 [2308] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.294 [2308] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.374 [2308] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.374 [3684] Recv Worker (3684) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.475 [2308] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.151.186:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.475 [2308] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.476 [2308] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.507 [2308] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,69.28.135.83:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.507 [2308] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.786 [2308] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.786 [364] Recv Worker (364) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.787 [2308] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.819 [2308] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.819 [2308] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.819 [2308] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.886 [2308] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.886 [364] Recv Worker (364) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.987 [2308] {Cnx=2,4,69.28.135.83:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:21.987 [2308] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:40:24.317 [2020] ReconnectThread (2020) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:31.386 [3128] ReconnectThread (3128) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.419 [3816] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.446 [3816] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.135.85:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.446 [3816] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.135.85:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.740 [3816] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.135.85:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.740 [2176] Recv Worker (2176) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.740 [3816] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.135.85:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.770 [3816] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.135.85:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:44.770 [3816] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.135.85:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.172 [3816] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.135.85:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.226 [3816] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.226 [2176] Recv Worker (2176) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.327 [3816] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.135.85:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.327 [3816] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.327 [3816] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.349 [3816] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.163.50:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.349 [3816] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.163.50:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.633 [3816] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.163.50:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.634 [3096] Recv Worker (3096) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.634 [3816] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.163.50:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.656 [3816] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.163.50:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.656 [3816] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.163.50:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.657 [3816] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.163.50:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.698 [3816] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.698 [3096] Recv Worker (3096) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.799 [3816] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.163.50:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.799 [3816] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.799 [3816] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.815 [3816] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,69.28.151.190:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:45.816 [3816] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.151.190:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.114 [3816] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.151.190:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.115 [3820] Recv Worker (3820) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.115 [3816] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.151.190:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.132 [3816] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.151.190:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.132 [3816] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.151.190:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.132 [3816] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.151.190:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.162 [3816] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.162 [3820] Recv Worker (3820) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.263 [3816] {Cnx=2,4,69.28.151.190:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:46.264 [3816] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:46:48.913 [3128] ReconnectThread (3128) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:21.746 [2164] ReconnectThread (2164) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.383 [2144] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.395 [2144] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.151.162:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.395 [2144] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.162:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.693 [2144] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.162:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.693 [4080] Recv Worker (4080) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.693 [2144] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.162:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.705 [2144] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.162:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:27.705 [2144] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.162:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.111 [2144] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.162:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.129 [2144] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.129 [4080] Recv Worker (4080) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.230 [2144] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.151.162:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.230 [2144] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.230 [2144] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.237 [2144] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.163.54:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.237 [2144] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.163.54:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.541 [2144] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.163.54:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.541 [3748] Recv Worker (3748) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.541 [2144] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.163.54:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.548 [2144] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.163.54:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:28.548 [2144] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.163.54:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:31.398 [2164] ReconnectThread (2164) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:31.398 [3748] Recv Worker (3748) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:31.498 [3812] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.163.54:27030} : disconnected


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:49.168 [2396] ReconnectThread (2396) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:54.614 [2956] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:54.943 [2956] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,68.142.72.251:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:54.943 [2956] {Cnx=0,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.187 [2956] {Cnx=0,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.187 [3144] Recv Worker (3144) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.254 [2956] {Cnx=0,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.308 [2956] {Cnx=0,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.308 [2956] {Cnx=0,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.632 [2956] {Cnx=0,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.745 [2956] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.745 [3144] Recv Worker (3144) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.846 [2956] {Cnx=0,4,68.142.72.251:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.846 [2956] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.846 [2956] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.894 [2956] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.135.85:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:55.894 [2956] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.135.85:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.180 [2956] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.135.85:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.181 [2152] Recv Worker (2152) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.181 [2956] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.135.85:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.229 [2956] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.135.85:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.229 [2956] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.135.85:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.229 [2956] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.135.85:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.331 [2956] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.332 [2152] Recv Worker (2152) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.432 [2956] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.135.85:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.432 [2956] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.432 [2956] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.474 [2956] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,69.28.153.106:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.475 [2956] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.614 [2956] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.614 [2516] Recv Worker (2516) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.614 [2956] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.656 [2956] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.656 [2956] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.656 [2956] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.745 [2956] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.745 [2516] Recv Worker (2516) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.845 [2956] {Cnx=2,4,69.28.153.106:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:56.845 [2956] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:47:58.869 [2396] ReconnectThread (2396) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:15.324 [1220] ReconnectThread (1220) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.018 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.055 [3320] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.173.42:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.055 [3320] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.336 [3320] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.336 [4052] Recv Worker (4052) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.336 [3320] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.377 [3320] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.377 [3320] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.779 [3320] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.857 [3320] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.857 [4052] Recv Worker (4052) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.958 [3320] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.173.42:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.958 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.959 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.991 [3320] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.151.186:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:21.992 [3320] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.280 [3320] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.281 [336] Recv Worker (336) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.281 [3320] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.312 [3320] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.312 [3320] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.313 [3320] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.379 [3320] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.379 [336] Recv Worker (336) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.480 [3320] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.151.186:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.480 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.480 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.507 [3320] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,69.28.135.83:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.508 [3320] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.798 [3320] {Cnx=2,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.798 [2044] Recv Worker (2044) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.798 [3320] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.824 [3320] {Cnx=2,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.824 [3320] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.825 [3320] {Cnx=2,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.878 [3320] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.878 [2044] Recv Worker (2044) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.979 [3320] {Cnx=2,4,69.28.135.83:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:22.979 [3320] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:25.703 [1220] ReconnectThread (1220) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:47.808 [460] ReconnectThread (460) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:52.882 [264] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:52.903 [264] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.151.190:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:52.903 [264] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.190:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.200 [264] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.190:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.200 [3044] Recv Worker (3044) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.200 [264] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.190:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.221 [264] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.190:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.221 [264] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.190:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.624 [264] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.190:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.666 [264] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.666 [3044] Recv Worker (3044) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.767 [264] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.151.190:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.767 [264] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.767 [264] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.784 [264] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.90.232.34:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:53.784 [264] {Cnx=1,0,69.90.232.34:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:54.098 [264] {Cnx=1,0,69.90.232.34:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:54.098 [3296] Recv Worker (3296) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:54.098 [264] {Cnx=1,1,69.90.232.34:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:54.116 [264] {Cnx=1,1,69.90.232.34:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:54.116 [264] {Cnx=1,3,69.90.232.34:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 19:50:56.577 [460] ReconnectThread (460) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:56.578 [3296] Recv Worker (3296) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 19:50:56.679 [4092] {Cnx=1,4,69.90.232.34:27030} : disconnected


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:04.073 [2016] ReconnectThread (2016) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:11.830 [568] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:11.846 [568] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.191.82:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:11.853 [568] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.191.82:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:12.099 [568] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.191.82:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:12.099 [2956] Recv Worker (2956) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:12.116 [568] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.191.82:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:12.150 [568] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.191.82:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:12.150 [568] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.191.82:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.041 [568] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.191.82:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.059 [568] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.059 [2956] Recv Worker (2956) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.159 [568] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.191.82:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.160 [568] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.160 [568] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.166 [568] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.163.54:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.166 [568] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.163.54:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.461 [568] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.163.54:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.461 [2776] Recv Worker (2776) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.461 [568] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.163.54:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.467 [568] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.163.54:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.467 [568] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.163.54:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.467 [568] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.163.54:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.473 [568] Disconnect(1)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.473 [2776] Recv Worker (2776) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.573 [568] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.163.54:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.574 [568] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.574 [568] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.896 [568] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 2,68.142.72.251:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:13.896 [568] {Cnx=2,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.132 [568] {Cnx=2,0,68.142.72.251:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.132 [3472] Recv Worker (3472) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.197 [568] {Cnx=2,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.247 [568] {Cnx=2,1,68.142.72.251:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.248 [568] {Cnx=2,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.248 [568] {Cnx=2,3,68.142.72.251:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.356 [568] Disconnect(2)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.356 [3472] Recv Worker (3472) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.457 [568] {Cnx=2,4,68.142.72.251:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:14.457 [568] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 3 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D6B830 : Attempt to read from virtual address 12 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:16.849 [2016] ReconnectThread (2016) Told to exit


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:23.557 [3740] ReconnectThread (3740) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.373 [2928] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.422 [2928] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.173.42:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.422 [2928] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.711 [2928] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.711 [3112] Recv Worker (3112) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.711 [2928] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.757 [2928] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:34.757 [2928] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:45.152 [2732] ReconnectThread (2732) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.282 [2716] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.331 [2716] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.173.42:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.332 [2716] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.615 [2716] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.173.42:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.615 [4036] Recv Worker (4036) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.616 [2716] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.661 [2716] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.173.42:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:50.661 [2716] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.053 [2716] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.173.42:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.152 [2716] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.152 [4036] Recv Worker (4036) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.253 [2716] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.173.42:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.253 [2716] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.253 [2716] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.295 [2716] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.153.106:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.295 [2716] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.461 [2716] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.462 [2596] Recv Worker (2596) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.462 [2716] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.502 [2716] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:51.503 [2716] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:00:54.256 [2732] ReconnectThread (2732) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:54.261 [2596] Recv Worker (2596) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:00:54.361 [4020] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.153.106:27030} : disconnected


CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:01:52.199 [3436] ReconnectThread (3436) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:01:57.846 [1708] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:01:57.885 [1708] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.151.186:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:57.885 [1708] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.185 [1708] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.151.186:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.185 [1952] Recv Worker (1952) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.185 [1708] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.221 [1708] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.151.186:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.221 [1708] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.601 [1708] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.151.186:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.676 [1708] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.676 [1952] Recv Worker (1952) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.777 [1708] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.151.186:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.777 [1708] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.777 [1708] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.808 [1708] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.135.83:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:58.808 [1708] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:59.094 [1708] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:59.094 [2572] Recv Worker (2572) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:59.094 [1708] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:59.125 [1708] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:01:59.125 [1708] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-05-2005 23:02:01.477 [3436] ReconnectThread (3436) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:02:01.478 [2572] Recv Worker (2572) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-05-2005 23:02:01.579 [660] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.135.83:27030} : disconnected


CsComm Session Dec-06-2005 00:23:09.546 [3168] ReconnectThread (3168) Starting
CsComm Session Dec-06-2005 00:23:18.572 [3252] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-06-2005 00:23:18.878 [3252] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 0,69.28.135.83:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:18.891 [3252] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:19.172 [3252] {Cnx=0,0,69.28.135.83:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:19.172 [3668] Recv Worker (3668) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:19.242 [3252] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:19.364 [3252] {Cnx=0,1,69.28.135.83:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:19.365 [3252] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.074 [3252] {Cnx=0,3,69.28.135.83:27030} : Removing session 0
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.190 [3252] Disconnect(0)
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.190 [3668] Recv Worker (3668) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.291 [3252] {Cnx=0,4,69.28.135.83:27030} : disconnected
CsComm Session Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.291 [3252] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 1 failed: Win32 StructuredException at 77D5E7CC : Attempt to read from virtual address 8 without appropriate access rights.
CsComm Session Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.291 [3252] CreateSession(byob_kenobi,7,11)=0 attempt 2
CsComm ConnectionPool Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.340 [3252] Did not find an existing connection, attempting new connection 1,69.28.153.106:27030 for 0:0:9647401
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.340 [3252] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : Attempting new connection
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.485 [3252] {Cnx=1,0,69.28.153.106:27030} : connected
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.485 [1896] Recv Worker (1896) Starting
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.485 [3252] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Adding session 0
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.534 [3252] {Cnx=1,1,69.28.153.106:27030} : Aborting on error: Send Failure, WinSock Error 997 "Unknown socket error"
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:20.534 [3252] {Cnx=1,3,69.28.153.106:27030} : cannot schedule destruction with pending IO count of 1
CsComm Session Dec-06-2005 00:23:23.371 [3168] ReconnectThread (3168) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:23.372 [1896] Recv Worker (1896) Told to exit
CsComm Connection Dec-06-2005 00:23:23.473 [1920] {Cnx=1,4,69.28.153.106:27030} : disconnected